An odd week

CC Kodoma 2004

So, I stopped at a green light just the other day. I had been working on a project involving soldering and LED's and was intrigued by the LED traffic lights in use in my city. I slowed down to admire the complexity of the LED. Suddenly, I realized that I had come to a complete stop and was staring up at the light like a jackass. Luckily it was 2:30 AM and there wasn't any traffic.

The event really made me realize that I wasn't looking at the light in the way that other people would have. I didn't see it as a signal to go, I saw it as a bunch of green LED's. It would be damn near impossible to function in present-day society without a set of conventions that allow us to all think alike. Non-conforming behavior is shunned/illegal. It was very interesting.

My ex-girlfriend isn't putting out as much as she should. I assumed that we were friends with benefits, but either that's not true and we're just boyfriend/girlfriend withOUT benefits or there aren't as many benefits as I thought there were. I understand that things can't be exactly the same, that's why I don't hit her as often. Physical abuse is reserved for the girlfriend, not my lover. Lovers get mouthbabies, girlfriends get abortions. :) It MIGHT be possible that I don't have an appropriate view on things, but I'd rather just think that Amy needs more cock in her life...and that cock should be mine. Another option is to find some other girl with no self-esteem to put my penis into. I'm not opposed to lying to some girl and telling her that I love her in order to get some action, but I'd like to know if I need to start shopping elsewhere for boob action or is Amy going to start lowering her standards? It's tough work being a slimebag.

Turkey Day was good. I ate some good food and heard my whole family bitch about how they don't want to spend money for X-Mas. Cry me a fucking river. They had a lot of lead time for Christmas. It happens every year, on the same day, and it's been happening for a very long time. Ok, so finances are getting low. I understand. I asked them to limit their spending to $200 per person per gift max. 5 gifts for me. I mean, honestly, I don't want them to spend over $1000 on me. That would be ridiculous. Oh, and the minimum amount is $50. I don't want some crappy CD for x-mas...I want the good stuff. Jesus died so that I could get a bunch of crap wrapped in paper under a dead tree. Am I right?! No? I'm actually wrong? 100% wrong? Oh well, I still want my stuff. :)